still.

the midnight stars arent shining that much, i stared blankly up above. i wondered. what's the problem behind? i cannot answer my own question. many words boggling inside my head, distracting me from serenity. how come it's too COLD? too cold for me to handle it. to cold for me to say STOP. stop at the midst of love and trust. i cannot hold on much longer. i have to accept the fact. THE MERE FACT. he's changed and he will be that way forever. he won't be much of a fool to come back to me again, saying those dreadful words that i am waiting for. all gone. i pity this heart, wanting him. i was never too early nor too late. i was just in the right moment in realizing that THE FEELING HAS CHANGED. it's today that forever died.
such impromptu.