a new year has yet to come. Ü

oh just stop me. im soo like being deaf right now because of my brother's business, "the picolo business" which aims to give a blastful BANG! i think my eardrums aren't working anymore due to the loud explosion. but instead of blabbering, let me just greet you folks a happy new year! yes, a new year. but old memories won't be replaced by new ones. well, maybe they will be but for me, the years 2007 and 2006 are the best damn things that ever happened to me. surely because of KOSTKA. i was like teary-eyed earlier, i just recalled our happy moments. darn it. it's like asphyxia. i just can hold my breath for a minute when i think about the past. the kostka memories. oh gahd. i miss them so much. how i wish i could bring back the time when we were still so happy about life, not minding about our problems. when we were way tooo vigorous to mind problems. welll. no matter how far our distances are, we'd still be that kostka students, in our hearts. [aaaaaawwwww]. the type of kostka student who would not bother to make assignments, projects, or would not get worried to get suspension. yes, we are those students. hahahaha. but its not only about that, there are more about us. more things. we are in too deeeep. hahahaha. okaaay. im like blabbering again. :)

*sigh*. im wondering what lies in the year 20o8. it makes me wonder about a lot of things.. hopefully it'll be fun and momentous. ÜÜ

till here. ***last blog for the year 2007*** shiiiit, LOL.

one tree hill, i LOOVE!

im so excited for january! the fifth season of one tree hill is going to be shown and i just can't wait! oh gahd, it will be so fun because they already have 3 kids! one from hayley and nathan, one from the mother of Lucas and from Brooke. GOSH! here's the fifth season promo. ÜÜ



THE QUOTES i LOVE <33

Nathan Scott
When I fell to the floor tonight, I was so scared, I was so terrified. Then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get up, I'd walk over to you... I'd tell you how much I need you and how much I want you... and how nothing else matters.

Nathan Scott
You know for most of my life I would have gone through this alone, but then I met you. And I finally found someone I could depend on like I've got this. So I guess I called you 'cause I wanted to know if that was still there.

Brooke
I wanted you to fight for me! I wanted you to say there is no one else that you could ever be with and that you would rather be alone than without me. I wanted the Lucas Scott from the beach that night; telling the world that he's the one for me.

Peyton
At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes... all you need is one.

Peyton
Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. You know it's the greatest moment of your life and you get to experience it with one person. Who's standing next to you?

LUCAS QUOTES.

Did you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the background? It makes you wonder how many people have pictures of you.

Ever wonder how long it takes to change your life? What measure of time is enough to be life-altering? Is it four years, like high school? One year? An eight-week walking tour? Can your life change in a month, or a week, or a single day? We're always in a hurry to grow up, to go places, to get ahead... but when you're young, one hour can change everything.

Many people die with music still in them. Why is that so? Too often it's because they are always getting ready to live. Before they know it, time's run out.

Most of our life is a series of images. They pass us by like towns on the highway. But sometimes, a moment stuns us as it happens. And we know that this instant is more than a fleeting image. We know that this moment... every part of it... will live on forever.

Happiness comes in many forms -- in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

whitey

There's no shame in being afraid. Hell, we're all afraid. What you gotta do is figure out what you're afraid of, because when you put a face on it you can beat it. Better yet, you can use it. Looking back on what I said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure.

** these are my favorite quotes. so nice.

a year has passed.

today is DECEMBER 27, 2007. what can i say about this day?
last year, with this same day, i was with someone. ONE THiNG i KNOW WAS THAT HE WAS THE PERSON i COULD EVER SEE THAT MOMENT. WE WERE WATCHiNG THE SKY..CRY. the rain, my pluvial bliss. oh how i love to hear the drops of rain as it splashes through the ground. such a splendid dusk. i was standing. he was wet. how i wish i could freeze this moment, he standing close to me WITH THE RAIN SLOWLY POURiNG makes everything else perfect. we were far minded about reality..rushing beats of enmity. this was a record set straight. he was the only one who could ever take my breath away that long OR, as long as it seems for forever. i now smile as i remember that YESTERDAY. it seems just like yesterday for me. although a year has passed. there were so many things that i wish would happen, so many things that i wish would come true. BUT all these time, there was this only one thing..that was him. the only truth that lies beyond my false pretensions.

i do believe in fate sometimes, it helps me to keep on struggling no matter how aclerotic things may be. FATE brings me up into a new, higher dimension. BETWEEN LiFE && LOVE. and ofcourse, BETWEEN REALiTY && FANTASY. fate thought me how to let go, but not how to move on. i just can't. things may possibly change from time to time but feelings? NO. they are those with which you prove to yourself that hardships, agony and pain are of no challenge.
yes, you experience pain through love yet pain cannot stop you from pursuing your love for a person.

i bring back time at this momentum. severely overpassed through light and darkness, i see us. it's hard to forget this day, this same old day.

pool party. [inna's cribb]

yesterday was amazing. Ü i really had fun with friends. we spent time at inna's crib, the boys went swimming. only the girls were left watching them swim as they play in the pool. HAHA. and oh, vanity fair. yea. like this one.

[[only girls.]] boys were busy swimming so we took twist and turns from being rockety-prep to being camwhores! HAHAHA.

we watched "center stage" and "you got served". we just skipped those boring scenes and watched the presentations only. the dance moves were cool, but not as cool as the soulja boy moves from paul's. HAHAHA. say whaaaat?! yayks. after watching we went to sm, ate at MCDO and we landed at 10o1 for another pictorial! yeh. haha. the 10o1 studio was so silent but when we came, oh gahd. another riot. haha. after all those trippin' stuffs, we went back at inna's crib and chilled. it was already about 8 and we decided to eat dinner. after it, the boys tripped to swim again! HAHA. "ang hyper". justin already got sick. :'( so he kind of rested at the sofa while we were chatting. we went home at about 9:30. gahd. i was so tired but it was fun. ÜÜ

- - tin , whatver.

LYRiCS, FAVE :)

"Tell me where our time went And if it was time well spent. Just dont let me fall asleep Feeling empty again Cause I fear I might break And I fear I cant take it Some night I'll lie awake Feeling empty I can feel the pressure its getting closer now We're better off without you I can feel the pressure its getting closer now We're better off without you Now that I'm losing hope And theres nothing else to show For all of the days that were spent carrying away from hope Somethings I'll never know And I had to let them go I'm sitting all alone Feeling empty I can feel the pressure its getting closer now We're better off without you I can feel the pressure its getting closer now We're better off without you Without you Somethings I'll never know And I had to let them go Somethings I'll never know And I had to let them go But I'm sitting all alone Feeling empty I can feel the pressure its getting closer now We're better off without you Feel the pressure its getting closer now You're better off without me."


- pressure.




"I remember the times we spent together. All those drives, we had a million questions All about our livesAnd when we got to New York everything felt right I wish you were here with me,Tonight. I remember the days we spent together,were not enough, it used to feel like dreamingExcept we always woke up,Never thought not having you here nowWould hurt so muchTonight I've fallen and I can't get upI need your loving hands to come and pick me upAnd every night I miss youI can just look upAnd know the stars areHolding you, holding you, holding youTonight. I remember the time you told meAbout when you were eightAnd all those things you said that nightThat just couldn't waitI remember the car you were last seen inAnd the games we would playAll the times we spilled our coffeesAnd stayed out way too lateI remember the time you sat and told meAbout your Jesus, and how not to look backEven if no one believes us. When it hurts so bad, sometimesNot having you hereTonight. I've fallen and I can't get upI need your loving hands to come and pick me upAnd every night I miss youI can just look upAnd know the stars areHolding you, holding you, holding youTonightI sayTonight I've fallen and I can't get upI need your loving hands to come and pick me upAnd every night I miss youI can just look upAnd know the stars areHolding you, holding you, holding youTonight. "


- tonight.



"Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.I'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way. Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right.Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!"

"i watch this wildest dreams come true, not one of them involving you."

- misery business


"now i think were taking this too far, dont you know that its not this hard, well its not this hard. but you take what's yours and i take mine, must we go there? please not this time, no not this time. IF YOU RUN AWAY NOW, WiLL YOU COME BACK AROUND? && if you run away, id still wave goodbye, watching you shine bright."


- brighter


"I am finding out that maybe I was wrong. That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone Stay with me, this is what I need, please? Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you We could sing our own but what would it be without you?I am nothing now and it's been so long Since I've heard A sound, the sound of my only hopeThis time I will be listening.Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to youWe could sing our own but what would it be without you?This heart, it beats, beats for only you. MY heart is yours(My heart, it beats for you)"


- my heart.

habba jollly xmas sweeties! :x

12.24.o7! yeah, christmas finally came! whooo.

MERRY MERRY CHRiSTMAS!!

** HUGGAKiSSES. **

were busy right now, preparing for the noche buena later. i am soo excited! weeee.

SANTA! ALL i WANT FOR CHRiSTMAS iS .. [SECRET! HAHAHA]

- - tin , UBERLY EXTREME EXCITEEEEED. Ü

highblood retained.

oh goodness, i am soo pissed off right now. there's this girl that i encountered earlier at chimes. oh gad, forgive me but im really using cursed words to her. the first thing that she did was loook at me. for me, its totally fine if a stranger just looks at me. there's nothing wrong with it. BUT. she continued to stare at me and i was like , "what is wrong with you??" . AND CORRECTION, not only a stare but with the eyebrows raised and the rolling of eyes! ***F .

i think i know her. but im not really sure if that girl is HER because ive only seen that girl in pictures but not personally. whew. higblood, highblood. its not my fault if she's jealous or what. she's just totally DAMNED, whoever she is. [tin, super duper HB. to the highest level.]

thank God my HB's subduing right now. thanks to ROMEO. hahaha. whatever tin. just keep your blabbery mouth SHUT. as if naman. hahahaha.

- - tin with the hot potato

POOH madness :)

pooh, oh pooh. why are you drving me insane?haha. actually, i received 6 pooh stuffed toys. amazing! i really love it! hahaha. thanks to my beloved friends who really knows what makes me SMiLE! yipee.
- - t i n

great party. great gifts. [POOH]

its already 10:20 in my clock . i went home at about 9:40. gawd am soo tired. my energ is soo drained, but atleast its all worth it! Ü i enjoyed the party today and ofcourse, the reunion! i was soo glad too because i received a lot of gifts from friends! yeah! :D *big grin* . but i got tired of carrying them because they were soo friggin heavy! thanks to my bodyguards "dan" and "jash". [LOL]. they're my super gentleman friends. they all carried my gift bags.. a million thanks! :))

i'm so happy that i was able to see ivan and jeanivy. oh goodness, how i miss them so so much. especially on jen's part , i rarely see her nowadays. KOSTKA had another bonding time and it feels great, being with them is like a relief. i miss their company soo much. all the foodtrips and stuff && everything! well speaking of F O O D , check out MCDONALDS! damn, im very happy that they opened just earlier this morning. yesh! atlast. i wont bother going to a farway mcdo just for floats, fries, mcflurry, fudge && ofcourse the bigmac. yea well. GLUTTONY. here it goes again. hahaha.

im worried about andee. she's in the hosp right now and i hope she'll get well soon. :] today is 21 and its shocking to know that christmas is three days ahead. [wait, is it really three or what?! LOL.] its soo exciting. yipeee. *big grin again* . christmas, christmas. oh how i love christmas! ♥

merry giving baby :)

just finished wrapping the gifts and oh trust me, its soo soo tedious to hop mall by mall just to find for the perfect gift and not only finding for the perfect one, its checking for the person you are giving too if its perfectly fit. darn it, yea well . i enjoyed the mall hopping. the bad thing is, my feet is like aching due to "over walk" . hahaha. LOL. but i really had fun. t'was like bonding with my mom too. she's been busy these past few weeks [or years maybe. just kidding.] but i understand. shes really like that though. :) anyway. soo , i already bought about 23 gifts for friends. and im really excited for tomorrow . VERY. SEVERELY. OVER. excited. *weee. cant wait to have fun . but too bad bans wont be there tomorrow, she's going to mnla to watch BARNEY! wuahahahaha. just kidding. she'll make "laag" there with i dont know. she'll be back on .. uhh. wait. i dont know too. haha. the only thing i know is that were going to have a pool party at their crib. yeah. at 26. excited for that one too.

&& oh my goodness. i still need to prepare the outfit for tomorrow. so i better be checking on it. bye for now. mwaah.

*t i n , so so i dont know..

cant wait!

oh gahd. im so so hapee. i mean, exams arent over yet. BUT im so excited! weee. LOL. there are two tests tomorrow, and 6 are down. i cant wait for friday and on the 26th! oh yeh. im so like looking forward to PARTY. you heard me right, i am so excited for the PARTIES! haha. LOL. i just wanna be free from these friggin' books and sheets of papers. they just give me a HEADACHE! erg. well anyway. TIN is so hyper to study right now, like what??! haha. sorry social studies and english, youre way too easy to study for. hahaha. just kidding. *hyperactivity effect. oh weell . what else . i just customized my blogsite. i hecka learned from it. like a 'bit of copy paste and downloa whatever. [sigh] im way too tired for this crap. haha. its dusk , i think . i have to go . bye. LOVE YAH OLL .


* T i N .